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Feelings of separation

2009-08-06T11:00:00.000-07:00

The dark deep sky.........
I've you walking by!

Holding hand in hand,
As if we were to be in our own dreamland.

I could feel the warmth of you around me,
And there with you ,i could open my heart to you being totally free.

Those beautiful days keep getting reminded to me again and again.
Specially at the time when i sit away from you here, hard in pain.

They are just flashing back, to and fro.
The beautiful movements we've spent althrough.

Though i yet know however far i go away from you......
But still i know that no-one can separate us ever although.

So, sweetheart don't you worry,
However far away we stay.....
I'll always stay in your heart....
and you take a precious space of ur's in mine

.......THE IMPECCABLE DATE........

2009-04-16T08:38:00.000-07:00

The purple evening sky and those scented candles beside me,
My arm in your arm…just reminds me of that beautiful dance.
The moment I would love to hold back….i believe the violin, the zeal will soon be back.
And again i would like to be in your arm, the same way as it was that day.
The shooting star after the lavender- scented bath……………
The scarlet roses in my hand, the gentle feet desperate to walk onto your path.
Then, I move towards the open sky and its you whom I think about.
The tree down at the side where we sat all night.
Next, I opened my eyes in your arms,…awesomely melted by your magnificent charms..
Your lips right apart that, I wish I could come and touch my heart.
I just dream to have it with you, once and for all……..and look over there waiting for us our well wishers beside the waterfall……….

IN THE WORLD OF MY PRINCE........

2009-04-11T21:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night when i looked towards the cloud..... I got lost.
Lost into the world of my prince.
how he would be...how he would speak.
Then a voice came from within saying, my prince would be the kind i want.
Though the desire of he being, totally different from what I'm,
But there should be things that match.

Yesterday night when i looked towards the cloud ......i got lost.

Lost into his dreamy eyes.

I want him to dream, Dream to touch the sky,

I want him to be rich, Rich and popular so that if tomorrow.

Someone asks me , Do you know him?.........

I may say with pride.." that YES he is my bf."

He should be taller, at least taller than me.

It doesn't matter if he's not hot. good from heart indeed.

The bond of ours so strong that no one can can come in between.

He might be possessive, but to an extent that i should get my space ,

And i too give him the freedom and chance to to race.

Yesterday night when i looked towards the cloud......i got lost.

Lost for the unseen him.

I would try to get the best between us, that there is no regret and fuss.

Our compatibility as such that we both go together with love all around.

No smoking, no drinking this thing i wont allow.

But, i would love to party and blow.

I do not expect him to love animals, but at least not hate them.

Romantic things i would like to do, but he supports and gives me clue.

Yesterday night when i looked towards the cloud..... i got lost.

Lost in his dreams of fake.

His habits, i tell you should not worse,

Because it will be difficult for me to curse.

If ever we fight, i would try to be light.

And teach him that it is not necessary, that he is right.

Flirting is one thing i would mind.

Since when he is with me, he should be only mine.

Yesterday night when i looked towards the cloud......i was left thinking.

That what would i do if he is left blinking.

I would surely die, because no-one can separate me from his site.

Then i thought that lets leave that to time.

Because now i just have to think about how he would be mine.

Yesterday night, when i looked towards the sky i got lost......lost to,

See forth how he would be.

Will i get the kind i desire. If not so also, it does not matter.....

Because i know that god above has made someone for me.

And he will soon come and fill my life with colour.

Just a thought about you

2009-04-07T08:26:00.000-07:00

From the time you have come into my life.

Its full of colour and luss.

Your voice makes my day,

And I crave your presence in all the ways.

When I walk all alone, its you whom I think about.

And dont fell like going out.

I just pray too god for your well being,

And tell him that he keeps you seeing.

I'm so lucky to have you,

That now I feel, that dreams can come true.

Love you, love you, love you....

Thats all I think, when I think about you.

I wish I could tell you more than I love you,

Even though when you know its all true..........

TEENAGERS---tooo complicated !!

2009-04-06T08:56:00.000-07:00

Have you ever liked someone so much, that
You just could'nt tell them?
Have you ever had a sleepless night
Because you could'nt stop thinking about them?
Have you ever felt so lonely
That you cryed yourself to sleep...
Have you ever lost someone you loved
And prayed everynight for them to return.
Have you ever felt the need to hurt yourself outside,
Becuase you could not stand the pain inside.
Have you ever cared for someone soo much,
That you forgot about the rest of the world.
Have you ever cried your heart out for reasons,
Unknown to yourself.
Have you ever longed for one miracle to happen to stike,
And occur and change your life forever.
Have you ever felt sooo hopelessyour love,
That there was no way you could'nt do anythin????

If you have answered yes to most of the questions. YOU ARE IN????
----- in where ?????
Into the depressing and happening life of a TEENAGER.
How many pshycoligists have tried, But failed....
teenagers are way toooo complicted!!!!

MY SAD ENDING........

2009-04-01T01:47:00.000-07:00

(Guys this is a fictious love story.......and please dont try any such thins....)

I still remember those beautiful days of my life.
when he was present in it...life was like a sailing boat.

As days passed and our relationship grew.
we came closer to each other, day by day.
Did not know, that the closeness would grow so much
That i might allow him to go so far away.

The closness of ours did not leave,
With the depth of love between us.
It ws now just being physical with each other .
Who new that, that was the thing the guy wanted.

It became worse when i came to know that it was his plan .
The plan to fake a realtionship,n then make a movie.

The movie of trauma for me.
How could he do this to me.
how could he share the secret , moment of a girls life like that.
I deny myself for getting influnced so much.

Now, its becoming difficult for me to live.
So i want to an end to it all.
I tried cutting my wrist, but dint get anything with.
So i planned to jump up the roof and now i leave you with something-
"YOU HAVE LOST SOMEONE WHO LOVED YOU SO MUCH,
BUT I HAVE LOST SOMEONE WHO NEVER CARED MUCH."

.....MY AMAZING PARENTS.....

2009-04-01T01:26:00.000-07:00

(THIS IS THAT POEM OF MINE WHICH WAS AWARDED THE BEST POEM OF THE MONTH IN EDUCARE MAGAZINE BY CAREER LAUNCHER)

If ever i betrayed you, which i never meant to do.
I shall always try to be true;
B'cause you're one of the few,
Whom i would never want to hurt althrough.

I'm so lucky, that god gifted me; you as my parents
Who are so wonderful and life is so blue with you.

From a toddler to where i stand today,
It is you who have guided me well and shown me the correct pathway.

At times you have scolded me and made me cry,
at that point of view i must have hated you, but now i understand it necessaties and i strived.

Those hurt knees, those fever days, and not to forget thjose cranky babes.
Its you have tolerated all my anxieties in diffrent ways..

And now i just think upon the fact .......
that i was so obliged that i was selected among those few,
To become your daughter in this life of urs althrough......
LOVE YOU MOM 'N' DAD

........U're special my friendS.......

2009-04-01T00:50:00.000-07:00

(This is for all my close buddy school pals specially.......hope u all love it....guys mis ya all alot......mwah)

It might be that we dont talk everyday....
but deep inside my heart i know how special you are in ur own way.

Its been a great journey with you in my school days.......

and i thank you for all the help you havegiven me althrough.

I surely will miss u a lot, wheather they might be the memories of ours,

when we were tiny tots.

Or from the time of teens ,
when we would act smart and mean.

My school life has become amazing even more......

Since you have added in it more core.

So, when you maybe meet me after years .....
dont forget me b' cause i'll be your same old friend surabhi...
from the school days full of happiness and tears.!!!

For the apple of my eye.......

2009-03-29T23:22:00.000-07:00

Every beat of my heart, beats for your essence.
Every beat of my body, craves for your presence,

The more i think about you dear.
The more my soul wants you near.

U're the apple of my eye.
and the strawberry of my lips.

The best part about me is you.
And thats totally true...

Life would be difficult if u werent there,
Because you're the one who drives away my fear.

I jus wanted to tell you that 'i miss you.
and can'tsee life beyond you.

So dear, dont you think of moving out of my life.
And givng me this fear....

He's the one each girl desires.........

2009-03-29T22:57:00.000-07:00

When you walk in with the thought of being lonely,
he's the one who loves and comforts you....

When you sit at the cafe to pour out your heart,
he's the one who sits beside you...

When the whole world goes against you, and tells you that u're wrong and leaves you,
instead he's the one who takes you towards the right path....

when you fall or loose something, he's the one who pics you u and hold you,
to tell you that there are new chances ahead....

when you look like a clown and everyone laughs at you,
he's the one who loves you even more each time......

when you talk to him or hours and keep down the phone,
he's the one who misses you even more after that....

when you have tooo much of work to do, and no one to help around,
he's the one who gives you a tight hug and says everything will be fyne...

and most of all, you can be urself when he's around,
Because his warmth and kiss is somthing you could die for...

And lastly , when you try to be someone else, he gives you a tight slap,
and says "i love you for the way you are".......